2019

So, I chanced upon this quote whilst scrolling through my Instagram feed. "Tomorrow could be one day too late." This was posted by my 15 year-old nephew.

Wow, this is it.

As I self-reflect myself the past years with all the hits and misses, I came to a conclusion. The root to all my problems boils down to two things: "Procrastination" and "Discipline". The problem lies in me.

After all these years, it only took me now to realise this? Have I given up on life before even trying?

It was subtle suicide - and I just kept caving into this deep dark hole. There were days I felt real shitty about myself, and times I felt like even if I disappear, nobody would have noticed, and life goes on.

I've been living in a life of status quo; Maintaining status quo inhibits me from being creative, and having different approaches to solving the problems I have in my life. I have been way too comfortable living in status quo as nothing much has changed.

I would very much like to shake all this negativity that has been feeding off me for the longest time.

By doing so, I hope to kick start this new year by penning my thoughts through this blog to help myself discover a new side of me that I have never encountered, and by writing I hope I could possibly rediscover myself.

Let's hope this blog and let 2019's adventures teach this old dog new skills and tricks.

Do now, regret later, threading waters carefully.